Sabyasachi Pal
The morning air carried the scent of sandalwood and marigold, drifting across the Banerjee courtyard where the pre-wedding rituals had begun in earnest. Women in bright saris sang folk songs while smearing haldi on the bride’s skin, their laughter ringing out like temple bells, and children chased each other with turmeric-stained palms, leaving streaks of yellow across freshly ironed kurtas. Amidst this vibrant chaos, Arijit crouched with his camera, lens angled to catch the candid beauty of it all—the smear of haldi across Rhea’s cheek, the gleam of brass plates piled with sweets, the elderly aunt laughing until her spectacles slid down her nose. He worked quietly, letting his camera speak for him, yet his gaze kept straying beyond the rituals to the figure standing near the veranda. Ananya was dressed in a soft peach saree with silver embroidery, her hair swept up elegantly, but her subtle unease betrayed her foreignness to these customs. She clapped politely when others laughed, tilted her head to follow the songs she didn’t quite know, and smiled with practiced grace at the relatives who hovered around her. Through the lens, however, Arijit saw something more—the flicker of curiosity in her eyes, the faint trace of longing when she thought no one was watching, as though she wanted to belong but wasn’t sure how. He framed her against the golden chaos and pressed the shutter, capturing not a bridesmaid but a woman suspended between two worlds.
It was only when she noticed him staring through the camera that their silent exchange took shape. Ananya narrowed her eyes playfully, stepping out of the veranda and toward him, her sandals tapping lightly against the tiled floor. “Are you in the habit of stalking guests through that lens of yours?” she asked, folding her arms in mock seriousness. Arijit lowered the camera, surprised by her boldness, but allowed himself a lopsided smile. “Only the ones who look like they don’t belong here,” he countered, his tone calm but teasing. The words hit closer than he realized, and for a heartbeat she faltered, before recovering with a smirk of her own. “Then I suppose you’ve found your muse,” she said, tilting her chin slightly, half in jest and half as a challenge. Their eyes locked, and in that fleeting moment the noise of the courtyard seemed to fade. The banter was light, but the current beneath it stirred something unexpected—an acknowledgment, unspoken yet palpable, that each had seen through the other’s façade. Before the tension could deepen, a gaggle of cousins dragged Ananya toward the women singing on the terrace, while an impatient uncle called for Arijit to capture the bride’s haldi ceremony. Their spell broke as suddenly as it had formed, leaving both with the faintest echo of something that refused to be brushed aside.
For the rest of the morning, Ananya found herself glancing toward the man with the camera, amused at how he slipped like a shadow through the crowd, yet always seemed aware of her presence. Arijit, for his part, told himself he was simply documenting the wedding, that she was just another guest, yet his lens betrayed him again and again, finding her face in the midst of ritual, laughter, and color. Later, when the family gathered for lunch, she caught him stealing a candid shot as she bit into a sandesh, and with a quick grin she mouthed across the table, caught you. He chuckled silently, lowering his gaze, and for the first time in days, the wedding felt less like duty and more like a game worth playing. Neither spoke of it again, content to bury the spark beneath layers of casual indifference, yet when night fell and the fairy lights twinkled across the courtyard, both carried with them the memory of an unguarded smile captured in a frame, and the subtle thrill of having found an unexpected mirror in the midst of ritual.
The Banerjee house glittered that evening like a jewel box spilled open under the Kolkata sky, every balcony draped in fairy lights, every corner echoing with the thump of the dhol. The sangeet had transformed the courtyard into a stage, with cousins, uncles, and even elderly aunties lining up to perform rehearsed dances, each routine greeted with thunderous applause and teasing whistles. Ananya, wrapped in a midnight-blue lehenga with silver embroidery, stood at the edge of the dance floor, trying to mask her nervousness with a smile. Music, she adored; dancing in front of an audience, however, was far from her comfort zone. She had thought she could simply clap along and enjoy the show, but the moment Rhea spotted her, there was no escape. With a mischievous glint in her eye, the bride tugged her forward and pushed her into the center of the performance circle, right into the waiting grip of Arijit, who had, until then, been snapping photographs from a safe distance. His kurta was the color of saffron, his sleeves rolled up, his usual quiet replaced by a playful energy that surprised her. The crowd erupted in cheers as the music swelled, and suddenly, like it or not, she was part of the show.
At first, their steps were clumsy, mismatched. Ananya tripped over the hem of her lehenga as she tried to follow the rhythm, while Arijit, too used to being behind the lens, was caught off guard by the spotlight. Their hands brushed awkwardly as he tried to steady her, the slip of her bangle against his wrist sending an unexpected shiver up his arm. They laughed, the tension breaking, and their laughter blended seamlessly with the beat of the tabla and the claps of onlookers. Soon, without realizing, their movements began to sync—the sway of her hips guided by his subtle lead, the spin of her dupatta catching the light as he twirled her. When she stumbled again, nearly colliding with his chest, he steadied her firmly, and for a heartbeat too long, they remained close, eyes locked, their breathing mingling as the music seemed to pause around them. She pulled away quickly, cheeks flushed, but the sparkle in her eyes told him she wasn’t entirely embarrassed. The crowd, oblivious to the silent undercurrent, roared in delight at their impromptu performance, cheering louder as the song reached its crescendo. By the end, when they landed in a dramatic pose they hadn’t rehearsed, laughter burst from both of them, genuine and unrestrained, leaving them breathless with more than just the dance.
As the night wore on, the sangeet spiraled into joyful chaos—cousins competing in dance-offs, the groom’s friends serenading the bride with Bollywood songs, and the elders clapping along from cushioned chairs at the edge. Yet, for Ananya and Arijit, the world seemed to narrow. He returned to his camera, but his lens kept drifting toward her, catching the glint of her laughter, the arch of her neck as she tilted her head back during a song, the way she swayed unconsciously with the rhythm even when she wasn’t on stage. She, in turn, found herself searching for him in the crowd, her gaze darting past the blur of dancers until it settled on his silhouette, the camera raised like a shield he no longer cared to hide behind. Their stolen glances became a rhythm of their own, a silent duet beneath the noise, unnoticed by the revelers but undeniable to them both. By the time the night ended, and sparklers lit up the courtyard as the final song played, they had said barely a handful of words to each other. Yet the unspoken conversation in their eyes had already begun—a conversation charged with curiosity, laughter, and a spark neither dared name, not yet.
The wedding house, which only hours earlier had been pulsing with the thunder of drums and the laughter of relatives, now lay wrapped in a hushed stillness. The fairy lights still glowed along the balcony railings, their soft yellow halos swaying in the warm midnight breeze, and the faint smell of incense clung stubbornly to the air. Ananya, unable to sleep, slipped out of her room and padded barefoot across the tiled floor, her deep maroon night dupatta wrapped lightly around her shoulders. She had tried closing her eyes, tried letting exhaustion claim her, but her mind refused to quiet—the music, the laughter, the memory of the sangeet and the unspoken heat of Arijit’s gaze still danced within her. Drawn toward the courtyard, she stopped short when she saw him standing under the arch of lights, camera in hand, clicking photographs of the house in its sleeping state. He was dressed simply in a loose cotton kurta, his hair slightly tousled, and there was something about the way he framed the world through his lens that made him appear both detached and deeply connected at once. For a moment, she simply watched, curious about what he saw that others missed. Then, with a half-smile tugging her lips, she stepped closer, her anklet chiming softly against the silence.
Arijit looked up, surprised but not startled, and lowered his camera. “Couldn’t sleep either?” he asked, his voice low, careful not to disturb the slumbering house. Ananya shook her head, glancing at the view he had been trying to capture—the faint glow of fairy lights reflecting on the brass vessels left outside after dinner, the shadow of an old neem tree stretching across the courtyard. “London never looks like this at night,” she said quietly, as though confessing a secret. That was how their conversation began—not with pleasantries, but with an unguarded truth. They walked slowly along the courtyard, her dupatta brushing against his arm, speaking about the worlds they carried within them. She told him of the glass-and-steel cityscapes of London, the long work hours at her firm, the occasional pang of homesickness soothed only by food from Brick Lane. He told her of Kolkata’s contradictions—the way the city seemed perpetually stuck between nostalgia and change, its heritage buildings crumbling even as cafés and start-ups mushroomed in their shadow. With each story, each comparison, they found themselves inching closer, filling the silence not just with words but with the rhythm of shared understanding. Their banter softened into confessions: her feeling of being too Indian in London yet too foreign in Kolkata, his guilt at wanting freedom from family expectations even as he loved them fiercely. The vulnerability between them unfolded like the night sky itself, infinite and strangely comforting.
By the time they sat down on the steps leading to the courtyard, the hour had grown deep, and the air around them felt charged in a way neither could dismiss. Ananya hugged her knees, looking at him from the corner of her eyes, marveling at how natural this felt, as though they had been talking like this for years. Arijit, camera now forgotten at his side, studied the fairy lights reflecting in her eyes, resisting the temptation to capture the moment through his lens because living it was enough. Silence stretched between them, but it wasn’t awkward; it was the silence of two people who had said more than they intended and were afraid of what might come next. When she finally stood, brushing invisible dust from her saree folds, she lingered, unwilling to return to her room. He rose too, and for a heartbeat, their hands nearly touched, hovering in the space between them before retreating as footsteps echoed faintly in the distance. They exchanged a knowing glance, an unspoken promise that this conversation would not be their last, and then parted quietly into the sleeping house. That night, neither found rest—each lay awake in their separate rooms, restless, replaying fragments of their midnight exchange, haunted by the realization that something had begun, something they could no longer deny.
The morning of the haldi ceremony arrived with bursts of laughter, the scent of turmeric, and the chaos of relatives rushing about with bowls of yellow paste. Ananya found herself surrounded by cousins tugging her to help with decorations, her hands smeared with haldi from playfully brushing some on her aunt’s cheeks. The house was alive with voices, conch shells, and rhythmic ululations from the older women, yet amidst the noise her eyes kept searching for him. Arijit stood at a corner with his camera slung around his neck, trying to appear absorbed in capturing moments—the bride’s shy smile, the groom’s laughter, the golden stains of turmeric on white kurta—but whenever Ananya’s gaze flickered his way, she found his lens lingering on her a fraction too long. They avoided conversation, both painfully aware of the night before, yet the silence between them carried more words than any exchange could. The air hummed with an unspoken pull, delicate and dangerous, as if both knew one touch could unravel the fragile restraint they clung to.
As rituals unfolded, small accidents betrayed what they fought to hide. When Ananya passed the brass plate of turmeric bowls across the courtyard, her fingers brushed against his, the slippery haldi staining both their hands in a mark neither could wash off easily. She gasped softly, withdrawing, but Arijit’s eyes followed her retreat with something raw and unsaid. Later, while tying marigold garlands along the doorway, she lost balance on a stool and he was there—arms steadying her before anyone noticed. Their faces were too close, breaths colliding for a fleeting second before she pulled away, cheeks burning, pretending to scold a cousin for not holding the stool. These moments, stolen and unacknowledged, wove a current of tension thicker than the turmeric paste itself, and it did not go unnoticed. Elder aunts whispered over plates of sweets, cousins exchanged knowing glances, and the family’s cheerful gossip began to circle around one question—was there something between the foreign-returned nephew and the daughter of the house? The whispers grew louder as laughter, and though neither Ananya nor Arijit gave them words, their restless hearts betrayed them in every stolen glance.
By evening, the household buzzed with preparations for the next ceremony, the bride glowing with turmeric stains, relatives clapping to folk songs, and children running about with mischievous shrieks. But under all the brightness, Ananya moved with a weight in her chest, unable to ignore the fire that those small accidental touches had sparked. Every time she closed her eyes, she could feel the press of his hand against hers, or recall the way his breath had lingered near her ear. Arijit, meanwhile, tried to bury himself in his camera, hiding behind frames and focus, yet found his photographs filled with her—her laugh, her nervous glances, her haldi-streaked hands. Restlessness spread between them like a silent fever, impossible to mask. The rituals demanded smiles, songs, and togetherness, but their minds strayed elsewhere, circling back to each other, pulled by a force as old as love itself. And as gossip continued to swell among the family, Ananya realized with a mix of dread and thrill that it was no longer just curiosity in the eyes around her—it was expectation.
The mehendi evening brought with it a kaleidoscope of colors, fragrances, and music that seemed to fill every corner of the ancestral house. Women gathered in clusters, their palms and arms stained with intricate henna designs, while laughter floated in the air with teasing songs about brides and grooms. Ananya, dressed in a green and gold lehenga, smiled at relatives, yet felt the weight of too many eyes, too many conversations pressing against her. The endless chatter, the clinking of bangles, and the rhythmic dhol seemed to blur into a dizzying hum, and she quietly slipped out through the side corridor. Her feet carried her upward, toward the terrace she had loved since childhood, a place where silence mingled with the night sky. She stood against the old stone railing, gazing at the stars just beginning to appear, her heart beating too fast—though she told herself it was only the crowd, the noise, the suffocation that had driven her here. What she did not know was that Arijit had noticed her absence, and almost unconsciously, had followed her into the stillness.
When she heard his footsteps, her breath caught, a mix of anticipation and dread sweeping through her. He stopped a few feet away, his figure outlined by the faint glow of the fairy lights spilling out from the windows below. For a few moments, neither spoke; the air was charged, holding secrets neither dared to voice. Finally, Arijit moved closer, his voice low, almost apologetic, as if he too was uncertain why he had come. “You always run away when it gets too loud,” he said softly, recalling the many times he had seen her disappear from crowded moments in the past. Ananya’s lips curved in a reluctant smile, but her eyes betrayed the storm within her. Their closeness, the quiet intimacy of the terrace, felt dangerously fragile, like glass that could shatter if either one of them moved too quickly. Yet in that silence, a thousand unspoken words swirled around them, stories of longing and fear, of restraint and desire, of everything they had been trying to suppress during the days of rituals. She lowered her eyes, unable to meet his gaze, but when her hand brushed against his on the railing, the warmth jolted through them both like fire racing through dry grass.
It was in that moment of trembling hesitation that the inevitable happened. Arijit lifted his hand, hesitant but determined, brushing a strand of hair from her face, and Ananya finally looked up into his eyes. The world below, with its music and laughter, seemed to dissolve into nothingness. The terrace became their universe—quiet, secluded, infinite. Their lips met in a kiss that was unsure, trembling, stolen, and yet so profoundly real that it left them both breathless. It was not a kiss of passion, but of recognition, of an unspoken truth breaking free. When they parted, their foreheads leaned against each other, hearts racing, breaths mingling in the night air. For a moment, neither could believe what had just happened; the rules of family, tradition, and duty still stood like iron walls around them. And yet, on that terrace, under the shy gaze of stars, they had crossed a threshold that neither time nor circumstance could erase. The noise of the mehendi drifted faintly from below, but for Ananya and Arijit, the night had marked the beginning of something that could no longer be denied.
That night unfolded like a secret melody, one that neither Ananya nor Arijit had ever dared to hum aloud before. The sangeet was over, laughter and clinking glasses still echoing faintly in the distance, but in Arijit’s studio the world stood still. The room smelled faintly of turpentine, old books, and the musk of his presence; framed photographs lined the walls, capturing frozen fragments of life that seemed to witness their trembling urgency. Ananya’s dupatta slipped from her shoulders as he drew her closer, and her heartbeat pounded like the drums they had danced to hours ago. Their eyes locked—not with the playfulness of the terrace kiss, but with an unspoken hunger, as if both had carried this ache too long. She touched his face with hesitant fingers, the roughness of his stubble grounding her in the moment, and before either could retreat into thought or fear, their lips met again, deeper, burning. The silence between them melted into whispers, sighs, the rustle of fabric; the air itself seemed to pulse with something forbidden yet liberating, a passion that belonged only to that stolen night.
The studio became their world, the photographs on the walls blurring as clothes scattered across the floor in careless abandon. Their bodies, once restrained by propriety and hesitation, spoke in raw honesty—every touch an answer to questions they had never dared ask aloud, every gasp a breaking of the invisible chains around them. Ananya felt her carefully arranged world of duty, expectations, and marriage alliances slip away with every embrace; here, she was not a bride-to-be weighed down by family obligations, but a woman who had found someone who saw her, truly and fiercely. Arijit, too, was stripped bare not just in body but in spirit, letting go of the shadows of solitude he had hidden behind his art. He traced her skin like he was learning a language, imprinting memory where his photographs could not reach, and for once he was not the detached observer but a man consumed by love and desire. Their passion was not reckless but inevitable, like rain finally breaking from heavy clouds—torrential, unstoppable, cleansing.
When the storm of their desire subsided, they lay tangled in silence, the glow of a single lamp throwing golden light across their bodies and the photographs that bore silent witness. Ananya rested her head on his chest, listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat, a sound that felt more truthful than any words she had ever heard. Arijit held her tightly, as if he feared the dawn might steal her away. Yet even in that tenderness, shadows crept in—the knowledge that this night was borrowed, that outside the studio walls awaited families, rituals, and promises made in the name of duty. The guilt was unspoken, hovering at the edges of their intimacy, but neither could let it ruin the sanctity of what they had just shared. For that night, they allowed themselves to belong to each other fully, without explanations or apologies. It was a night that would live in their veins forever, a memory carved deeper than any photograph Arijit had ever taken, a night where they both felt—perhaps for the first time—that they were truly alive.
The morning light filtered through the cracks of Arijit’s studio window, spilling gently across the floor where photographs lay scattered like silent witnesses of the night before. Ananya stirred awake, her head resting against Arijit’s shoulder, and for a moment, she allowed herself to drift in the rare serenity of belonging. But as her eyes wandered across the room—the family portraits, the framed rituals, the camera lenses that had captured countless village lives—the fragile bubble of passion cracked with reality. She thought of her independent life in London, where no eyes judged her, no tongues gossiped about her choices, and no duties were tethered to her. Here, in the heart of her ancestral village, every movement was watched, every whisper carried. Arijit too sat silent, his fingers absentmindedly tracing the curve of her arm, but his jaw tightened as though weighed down by an unspoken fear. Last night had been a rebellion, a fleeting miracle, but now the dawn reminded them of the iron chains of family expectations and unyielding tradition.
The air grew heavier as the day began. Ananya dressed quickly, her hands trembling as she buttoned her blouse, each movement feeling both hurried and burdened. Arijit stood near the window, gazing out at the courtyard where women were already drawing rangoli patterns, preparing for rituals, the village stirring to life. He turned to her, his eyes dark with a conflict he couldn’t put into words—should he hold on to her, or let her go before the storm gathered? Just then, the sound of footsteps outside the studio door sent a jolt through them both. Ananya’s heart raced, and she hurriedly tucked her dupatta into place while Arijit gathered the bedsheet, scattering the photos to cover signs of intimacy. A knock came, hesitant but sharp, and the familiar voice of Arijit’s distant aunt echoed, “Are you inside, Arijit? Your mother is asking for you.” Ananya froze, her pulse roaring in her ears. In that fragile silence, she realized how precariously they stood between discovery and denial. Arijit called back, steady but slightly strained, “Coming, just a moment.” The footsteps retreated, but the danger lingered like smoke after fire.
Once the tension ebbed, the silence between them was not comforting—it was suffocating. Ananya sat on the edge of the wooden bench, clutching her phone as if it were a lifeline back to the freedom of London. Her thoughts spiraled between desire and duty, passion and practicality. Was last night an awakening or a mistake that could ripple into scandal? Arijit knelt before her, his hand reaching for hers, but his voice trembled when he spoke: “They’ll never understand, Ananya. To them, we are stories already written. Changing it… will burn more than just us.” She looked at him, her heart aching with both love and helplessness, and whispered, “Then tell me—was it wrong to feel alive?” His silence answered more than his words ever could. As she left the studio, slipping back into the corridors of expectation, Ananya felt the weight of morning settle on her shoulders. What had been a night of liberation was now shackled in daylight, and though her heart longed to return, her mind already feared the judgment that loomed outside. The passion was real, but so were the walls closing in on them.
The ninth chapter unfolds beneath the heavy weight of expectation, where the fragile intimacy Ananya and Arijit discovered is slowly strangled by the unrelenting grip of family duty. In the courtyard of the ancestral home, elders sit in quiet judgment, their conversations carefully layered with unspoken intentions. Arijit’s mother and uncles speak openly of “good matches”—girls from respectable families within their own circle, women raised with traditions that would never question or clash with their ways. The talk is not cruel, yet it is cold in its certainty, as if Arijit’s future has already been written in the stars, leaving no space for chance or choice. For Ananya, who has spent years building her independent life in London, these moments sting. She is reminded, sometimes subtly and sometimes sharply, that she is only a guest, an outsider passing through this household with no real stake in its legacy. The previous night’s warmth begins to fade in her heart, not because her feelings have changed, but because reality is beginning to draw its lines in stone.
Arijit feels the full brunt of the burden pressing down on him, though he tries to mask it with stoicism. Inside, however, he is at war. Every glance toward Ananya carries with it the ache of possibility—the joy of companionship he has not allowed himself to imagine until now. But the voices of duty echo louder: whispers of gossip already circling, of family honor that would be tarnished if he strayed from the expected path, of his role as the responsible heir who cannot afford the luxury of selfishness. The irony of it all gnaws at him—he is praised for his strength and wisdom, yet stripped of the right to choose his own happiness. Ananya, too, begins to question whether her presence is a blessing or a complication. The strength she once drew from her independence falters as she finds herself longing for something that may not fit in either world. Their stolen moments suddenly feel more dangerous than sweet, as if every word or glance might tip the delicate balance and invite catastrophe.
Together, they stand on the edge of a decision neither wants to face. The pull between them is undeniable, yet the forces around them are just as powerful. Conversations grow heavier, silences more telling. Ananya finds herself wondering if love can survive without belonging, if a bond forged in a few tender nights can withstand the avalanche of expectation. Arijit wonders if he dares to defy the very people whose sacrifices built the life he now lives, if the price of following his heart would be worth the fracture it might cause. By the time the chapter closes, their choice feels inevitable—not one of passion, but of sacrifice. Whether they cling to each other in defiance or let go for the sake of duty, the heartbreak is already written into their silence, a storm gathering just beyond the horizon of their fragile world.
The night air was filled with the sound of dhol, shehnai, and the laughter of relatives as the grand wedding reached its last ceremony. The courtyard glowed under strings of golden lights, and the scent of incense mingled with the perfume of roses scattered on the floor. Ananya stood near the edge of the crowd, her heart heavy, yet her face bore a calm smile. She watched Arijit, dressed in his cream-colored sherwani, surrounded by family and blessings, but every few moments his eyes would drift toward her. It was a dangerous dance of glances—silent, hidden in plain sight, yet electric with all that could never be said aloud. Ananya had promised herself she would not let her emotions show, but as the music began to rise for the last dance of the evening, her resolve wavered. This was the final chapter of their togetherness, and she sensed that once the drums fell silent, so would the unspoken rhythm between them. The crowd clapped, urging the young ones to take the floor, and though she hesitated, fate nudged her forward until she found herself standing face-to-face with Arijit in the middle of the circle of cheering guests.
They began to dance, the world around them fading into a blur of voices and colors. Arijit’s hand rested lightly yet firmly on hers, his touch steadying her trembling fingers. Their steps moved in harmony as if rehearsed for years, even though they had only known this closeness for a fleeting time. Each spin, each glance, each hesitant smile carried more meaning than words ever could. To the watching family, they were simply honoring tradition, a graceful farewell dance before the bride and groom disappeared into their new lives. But to Ananya and Arijit, this was their last language, their rebellion wrapped in grace, their confession hidden within rhythm. Her heart screamed to ask him to stop time, to hold her beyond duty’s reach, yet her lips stayed sealed, shaped only into a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. He, too, fought his turmoil—torn between his family’s expectations and the raw truth of what they shared. The music quickened, the crowd cheered louder, but for them it was no longer about celebration—it was about holding on, for just a few more moments, before the inevitable parting arrived.
As the final notes of the song echoed into the night, they slowed, their eyes meeting with a weight that silenced the noise around them. For a second, it seemed the world belonged only to them, suspended in the glow of lanterns and the hush of an unshed tear. Then the clapping returned, the laughter resumed, and reality stepped back in with all its finality. They bowed politely to the guests, but their hands lingered an extra heartbeat longer before parting. No words were exchanged, but everything had been said in the silence between their breaths—the longing, the ache, the unfulfilled promise. Ananya turned away first, her figure swallowed by the crowd, while Arijit remained rooted, watching her retreat like someone watching the tide take away a precious shell. Whether they would meet again, whether destiny would dare to write a chapter beyond this, was left unresolved. The night ended with the echo of their dance—a question mark suspended in the air, leaving the reader caught between the cruel weight of tradition and the fragile beauty of passion, unsure which would triumph in the story of their lives.